Letting go

I have spent as much time as I can outside so I would not have to post as I knew what has been happening to me.
I have to clean all the corners , cobwebs, and dust bunnies from my life. Not just inside of my home but from inside me.Until this is completely done I can't go on to the things that I need to do now with Dystonia awareness.
I sold my jewelery making supplies and as I sorted through everything I knew what I was going to make with the beads and stones and I saved some out still thinking I would still make something but it was still not enough.
I had to go back through these beads again and as they went into the sold box I had to let go of the part of me that wants to hang onto the creative part of me that in my mind still wants to be there.
Next will be the cloth I have saved that I know I will never use so it needs to leave my home and my mind .
I know this sounds strange but it is something everyone has to do sooner or later.
As I start my new adventures I can still remember what my life was like and grow with the fact that I will still be able to create in other ways.I have John who will be in 4th grade and I will learn through him and live each day as it comes.