Well all is set and I will be leaving to go to IN to get JD and her stuff back to TX .
JD runs my website and she plays with it at will as I don't deal with computers very well.I have also got a new laptop that I guess does everything.Oh Well I will have to learn .I also got a new phone as my LG was over 2 years old and had seen better days I even went Bluetooth I am learning day by day.
AS long as Frederick stays somewhat nice I should be ok with the trip.But because Frederick doesn't like change he could be like a typical man and throw a monkey wrench right into the middle of everything well I have a few things that I can do to stop it so I am onto his tricks
August and September are going to bring alot of new things to my life but I know it is things that I need to do so no one will suffer what are PCP's are missing and DYSTONIA will be on all lips
Blessings
Saturday, July 26, 2008
Monday, July 14, 2008
Lemonade
When life gives you lemons you make lemonade and go on but sometimes it gets to the point that you are just sick and tired of doing it.
I am at the point of being so overwelmed with all that is happening in my life that I just want to curl up and hide where no one can find me.
This happens to even the strongest person but someone with no outlet for help,no sounding board, family,friends, or faith you feel like you are lost at sea..
I don't swim and my life line is a ladder that is in the water and I have kept my head above water so far but as each days comes to doing what I need to do I am tired and I feel myself slipping .
I have a huge foundation under me and I know when each foundatiion was made. But either I am slipping off or the water is getting higher.
Each foundation is a ladder rung and even though they are wide and solid,I know what my life mission is and I am being pushed off as my enemy does not want me fighting to bring an end to movement disorders.
I know when someone is having a bad day and know when my friends are hurting ,I find their strength for them so they can fight.I am constantly getting strength so I share until they are stable on their foundation.
Life is full of good and bad. that is all part of living but you have to equal out everything and make your own foundation.Only then can you take everyday that comes and keep building your own foundation.
Material things are not important, keep the special things but declutter your home and mind so you can focus on your foundations.
Blessings
I am at the point of being so overwelmed with all that is happening in my life that I just want to curl up and hide where no one can find me.
This happens to even the strongest person but someone with no outlet for help,no sounding board, family,friends, or faith you feel like you are lost at sea..
I don't swim and my life line is a ladder that is in the water and I have kept my head above water so far but as each days comes to doing what I need to do I am tired and I feel myself slipping .
I have a huge foundation under me and I know when each foundatiion was made. But either I am slipping off or the water is getting higher.
Each foundation is a ladder rung and even though they are wide and solid,I know what my life mission is and I am being pushed off as my enemy does not want me fighting to bring an end to movement disorders.
I know when someone is having a bad day and know when my friends are hurting ,I find their strength for them so they can fight.I am constantly getting strength so I share until they are stable on their foundation.
Life is full of good and bad. that is all part of living but you have to equal out everything and make your own foundation.Only then can you take everyday that comes and keep building your own foundation.
Material things are not important, keep the special things but declutter your home and mind so you can focus on your foundations.
Blessings
Tuesday, July 1, 2008
July
Another month has flown by and as its get closer to the way that my life will be changing as I open new doors for Dystonia Awareness I am still trying to adjust to my meds
The Lyrica has helped so much with my nerve pain but it is affecting my eyesight and if I have to choose I will go back to the nerve pain. I take the highest dose of Baclofen 80mgs a day and that could take out my liver at any time and having already had my liver close to shut down once it could happen again.
I don't dwell on my Dystonia but live each day as it comes as never sure what I will wake with so as I do each day I will make it through it .
Find that strength that is inside you and go with it.
Blessings
The Lyrica has helped so much with my nerve pain but it is affecting my eyesight and if I have to choose I will go back to the nerve pain. I take the highest dose of Baclofen 80mgs a day and that could take out my liver at any time and having already had my liver close to shut down once it could happen again.
I don't dwell on my Dystonia but live each day as it comes as never sure what I will wake with so as I do each day I will make it through it .
Find that strength that is inside you and go with it.
Blessings
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