Lemonade

When life gives you lemons you make lemonade and go on but sometimes it gets to the point that you are just sick and tired of doing it.
I am at the point of being so overwelmed with all that is happening in my life that I just want to curl up and hide where no one can find me.
This happens to even the strongest person but someone with no outlet for help,no sounding board, family,friends, or faith you feel like you are lost at sea..
I don't swim and my life line is a ladder that is in the water and I have kept my head above water so far but as each days comes to doing what I need to do I am tired and I feel myself slipping .
I have a huge foundation under me and I know when each foundatiion was made. But either I am slipping off or the water is getting higher.
Each foundation is a ladder rung and even though they are wide and solid,I know what my life mission is and I am being pushed off as my enemy does not want me fighting to bring an end to movement disorders.
I know when someone is having a bad day and know when my friends are hurting ,I find their strength for them so they can fight.I am constantly getting strength so I share until they are stable on their foundation.
Life is full of good and bad. that is all part of living but you have to equal out everything and make your own foundation.Only then can you take everyday that comes and keep building your own foundation.
Material things are not important, keep the special things but declutter your home and mind so you can focus on your foundations.
Blessings