It is finally raining here all rain usually going around us but I still feel it.
I am facing again more challanges as my meds are still funky and it is harder to control the tightening and spasms of my muscles .I stay just close enough to that fine line to make sure that Frederick's full power doesn't come out but sometimes you have to make choices to help other people and going to IN and back in 3 days was something I had to go to make sure a friend would be ok.
We all come to these choices and we are so much a world of only look out for ourselfs that you forget what you should do.
I will always be the helper,giver, caring person that I have always been and that is something Frederick and buddies can't take away from me