I still never seem to get to this. I am not good at writing things down that pertain to me, but to help other Dystonia sufferies I have to.
As lawn mowing is slowing down and have home almost cleaned out it is time to concentrate on me only as even though drs say my blood tests are ok I know my body and things aren't right so I am going to wean myself off as many pills as I can and am going to do a major detox as I am tired and hopefully this will help me get back on course.
Blessings
Sunday, September 28, 2008
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
Sowing
No matter how hard I try to try and do this blog at least every other day I find things that get in the way.
I have been in a major battle with my neck wanting to go left but the right side is fighting to stay upright.
With any illness or affliction you need rest so not getting much as mainly at night when I'm at my worse.
I'm am also sowing and with this all things that not needed are going to places that can use them .
Everything is material stuff that is no longer needed so I need to weed out to put my focus on the things that have been always my main focus but now need to take more energy than it used to.
Family,Faith, Health, and Dystonia are what I have to keep doing now.
If you are feeling overwelmed maybe it is time to sow and then reap the rewards of not having to worry about those things any longer.
Blessings.
I have been in a major battle with my neck wanting to go left but the right side is fighting to stay upright.
With any illness or affliction you need rest so not getting much as mainly at night when I'm at my worse.
I'm am also sowing and with this all things that not needed are going to places that can use them .
Everything is material stuff that is no longer needed so I need to weed out to put my focus on the things that have been always my main focus but now need to take more energy than it used to.
Family,Faith, Health, and Dystonia are what I have to keep doing now.
If you are feeling overwelmed maybe it is time to sow and then reap the rewards of not having to worry about those things any longer.
Blessings.
Sunday, September 14, 2008
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
Addition to speedbumps
I don't do well with computers so was going to add this to other post but couldn't figure it out.
I have had the speedbumps,hurdles and the mountains that have been in my way and I have beat them all but the last 3 weeks have really wore me out.between the infection ,bee sting, fire ant bites, kidney stones then on Saturday I tore the meniscus on my right knee,and had the EMG to see how bad my Dystonia has gotten I didn't need a test to tell me but all I can say is thank goodness no one can hear my muscles as I sound like lots of firecrackers. I knew that Frederick was creeping into my face and neck but was floored by how much .Now a Neurologist that does Botox shots my vote is to drink my meals.
The test also showed a pinched nerve in my back that I didn't know I had lost the feeling as my muscles are so tight now brace all the time and trying to explain to John I can't get pulled or twisted.
Yesterday I was tired and just wore out.Then we had rain lat night and todat so all the joints ache.
BUT You KNOW WHAT I'm still here and I faced that mountain and it's gone until the next speedbump. I just have to take each day ,do the things that I have to and I also have the right to say no if I want to, just like you do Don't just sit and stare at mindless tv (Football doesn't count ) and find somehow to keep busy.
Blessings
I have had the speedbumps,hurdles and the mountains that have been in my way and I have beat them all but the last 3 weeks have really wore me out.between the infection ,bee sting, fire ant bites, kidney stones then on Saturday I tore the meniscus on my right knee,and had the EMG to see how bad my Dystonia has gotten I didn't need a test to tell me but all I can say is thank goodness no one can hear my muscles as I sound like lots of firecrackers. I knew that Frederick was creeping into my face and neck but was floored by how much .Now a Neurologist that does Botox shots my vote is to drink my meals.
The test also showed a pinched nerve in my back that I didn't know I had lost the feeling as my muscles are so tight now brace all the time and trying to explain to John I can't get pulled or twisted.
Yesterday I was tired and just wore out.Then we had rain lat night and todat so all the joints ache.
BUT You KNOW WHAT I'm still here and I faced that mountain and it's gone until the next speedbump. I just have to take each day ,do the things that I have to and I also have the right to say no if I want to, just like you do Don't just sit and stare at mindless tv (Football doesn't count ) and find somehow to keep busy.
Blessings
Speedbumbs
I have always faced anything that has happened to me and have been down but never out All lives are like that and you just have to find the strength that is in you and try to keep going.
Thursday, September 4, 2008
Well my life is getting back to normal as far as normal to me is .Spent Saturday at ER kidney stones again 48 hrs now with no kicks in the back . Frederick just loved it so enjoyed making me hurt more always diet, meds or family history but only time will tell so back to strict diet and see what happens.
My life is very busy again with school all that takes to keep active with John.
At least we got good news that Mark's leg is healing as well as can expected with no blood flow.
As always I take every day as it comes and end the day with the same zest that I start each day with I will win and keep Dystonia in check
Blessings
My life is very busy again with school all that takes to keep active with John.
At least we got good news that Mark's leg is healing as well as can expected with no blood flow.
As always I take every day as it comes and end the day with the same zest that I start each day with I will win and keep Dystonia in check
Blessings
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