Saturday, November 15, 2008

It has been awhile this I have posted but between new meds and stopping others outright my body has taken a life of its own.
Things are starting to get better so I am still on the course of cleaning out and letting go Seeking Simplicity is my goal.
So far I have let go of all my vhs and dvd's of my favorite actors(except for my favorite roles that they played). Then I got rid of all my collections of photos and stuff pertaining to them (sent to the ones that are still alive).
Now my records and albums I have to get rid of the ones I have cds for and I just can't hold on to anymore.
You may not understand but I don't want anyone else to deal with this stuff and it unclutters my life so I can keep going with Frederick Dystonia and he has nothing to fight with me on .Everyday 24/7 he is with me and before I get anymore tired .I have to do this and then its done.
Holding on to things is nice but memories last forever so it is my time to let it go and let someone else enjoy.
Blessings

Monday, November 3, 2008

My meds are stopping adding new ones that all work on the central nervous system and I don't whats worse the liver meds or the side affects of Amrix,Clonazepam,and Lyrica ( that one screws up my eyesight).
The new stuff the drs are talking about are worse Deep Brain Stimulation or Botox shots.
My paths are getting smaller and smaller but I will still be here for other Dystonia sufferers that need help as I have been with Dystonia(Frederick) along time and he won't beat me I know his game all to well.